Sandeep at School daysLife is a multifaceted quandary. There are various instances, circumstances and nuiances inter-relate and form immortal memories. Our psych expect lots of things from future but unfortunately no one can be absolutely satisfied. Life has its own tradition and it surges with various exaggerated hype and downfall. I am having quite adventurous life with lots of fuss needed to be imbued in its expression. My life is like a season which cannot remain rigid. It felicitate according to various acts of mine. This might be the original position in every one's life; whether they accept it bravely or try to ignore it sarcastically. If you are interested than be ready to probe my itinerary of life.
Life can be elaborated endlessly, if one can get into rhythm. Moreover, it is difficult to initiate when you want to give a brief exposition about yourself. I am in a dilemma from where to start but I will start it from my school days. I was a timid guy having limited but very good friends. I enjoyed with them being casually unconcerned about my future. I lived for present and enjoyed enormously by indulging in various small cheeky acts. It gave me lots of pleasure and it would be very difficult to express those seldom feelings. Furthermore, my life was subsequently revivified with a most interesting and gutsy game...divulged as CRICKET. Now, it would be pretty interesting to share my experiences, this was not a sport but acted as an unstoppable force which had changed my daily routine and livelihood as a 14yrs. old boy. My life was like eat, sleep and watch cricket. It affected my studies also. No problem, I managed it some how. Although, I tried my best to ignore it till some extent but due to my parents I was able to rejuvenate my routine and gave some limited time for my academic work. Thus, I was not a brilliant student in my class but at the same time not a poor student. I was thriving somewhere between above average and brilliant student due to effort made by my parents. My parents were the great support for me and made effort to make me knowledge conscious. This situation can happen to any teen who cannot comprehend the significance of education at such an early age and think it as an undue burden on him. All teen at such age are having quest for excitement but very few may experience it. I had experienced such joyous virtue in my teenage...uummm...I'm lucky chap. Subsequently, I had balanced my chore between my other works and cricket but I always found time for such a precious game. I have felicitated my livelihood with many mysterious activities but a special preference had been always given to such a leisure oriented sport. I respect this game from the inner core of my heart. Now, I will admit today that "myself in love with...cricket". Thus, such an emotional endearment for cricket will never demise in my life but now I will depart to some other stratums of my life.
I grew rapidly with time; both physically and mentally. I had passed my 10th class board examination. Now, my mind was imbued with many spurious carreer oriented considerations. Cricket got denunciated from my mind. Unfortunately, I have to face such a vulnerable and irritating dawn of my life; where I had to decide for my future. All my dreams to become a cricketor got devastated and in my opinion that was an end of a very young Dravid or Tendulkar. Life has its own rhythm and education is the central thrust in society's inclination. So, I have to choose a subject for my future. Some of my colleagues and my parents recommended me to have a science subject. I made a casual surveillance with my limited contacts and gone for that subject. I had quite a stifled experience...uhhh...its stupidity in such an early age. My life was between several alpha, beta, gama, etaa, sigma etc. I haven't thought in my childhood that when I will turn my cycle it will make some stupid angle. Moreover, it's wretchness in my age to divulge about 1\2 pie made in the rotation of a fan. I got withered with the situation and do things for the sake of doing it. So, Science wasn't an only option for me but my parents had an animadvert opinions. They were prospered and gone with a hyper glamourous propoganda made by our twitchy caboodle about an opportunities in engineering. Many relative entered my house and said "Hamara ladka IIT ki tayaari kar raha hai"..."Ask your son to prepare for AIEEE or IIT". Now, I started to feel curtailment in my natural liberty and ruminated sometimes that life is a thirst for money and consequently some extra-conventional thinking needed to bring some minimal happiness in my life. By the time, I had completed my 10+2 with an appreciable marks. I am not giving a brickbats against science subject but crux of my opinion is "It was not for me". It is a very interesting subject for...uuummmmmmmmm...may be some other indigenous. I was feeling at that time...a particular subject had been imposed coercively on my simple routine. It was onerous and whenever I got opportunity... I never miss it or feel timid to denigrate it. I was waiting for an opportunity to convey my opinion about a particular subject to my parents. My parents are quite cooperative but I was scared to face my Papaji. At the time they are complying with their duties by taking me to various counselling and attempts made for my admission in some engineering colleges. One night my father told me that you have been admitted to one engineering college and accompany me tomorrow for some formalities. At that night, I got shriveled with my father's decision and made my mind to do engineering. It was an awful night of my life and I don't know when I was asleep; pondering over my future plans. At that night, I made a comprehensive structural plan for my life. It was really harsh on my dreams, wants, desire and expectations for tomorrow. These inevitable exigencies tried to mould my happiness but (Hanumanji) was with me. Next morning, in one of a daily news paper; an advertisement had been published about some law university. My father suddenly asked, you want to do law...mmmmmmmmmmm why he asked so?...instantly I said...Yes... I don't know why I said yes but some exceptional emotive force coerced me to give a quick impulsive response. Here, I consulted with my best friend (Bunti Bhaiya more than a friend with whom I shared the precious and immortal moments of my life). His contribution are priceless and cannot be expressed in words. Furthermore, It was an another mysterious turning point in my life and I have again derogated to some unknown agnipath. I had a layman opinion about this subject.
What is law? That is a very difficult question...I got this answer after joining my college. I have never thought to do a legal education. My father helped me to prepare for the entrance exam of the particular national law university and shared his experience about an appropriate subject. Time to mention that my father is also LLB. Without him I would be no where...I respect my father from the inner soul of my heart and have very emotional, sensitive and delicate feeling for our relation. He is everything for me. Subsequently, I got selected and took admission in India's sixth national law university in raipur(my native place). The study of Law is very interesting and it is expedient in our society to have basic knowledge of our rights and duties. It can bring required solidarity in our present society. This is a simple argument entrenched with many complex uneven layers around it; an inherent mire needs speedy solution. I can elucidate on this subject for my whole life but I will not do so now. It is a happy end of my hysteric paroxysm of emotion but not my life. The above mentioned institution(my college) gave me a basic principle for my life...it is...my varchaswa...meaning absolute power...of my emotions...
"Whatever You do In life...There is neither an issue of winning or loosing nor of life or death but the whole issue is...whether we are complying with our basic duties i.e. kartavya or not?...as the sole object of a warrior is to fight...fight hard...untill and unless he win".
Note -- Special thanks to Mr. Neil Padayatty(I respect him as a friend) who fostered me to write a blog. He is a genius human being having lots of exceptional good qualities.
