Twinkle twinkle little star. Why is it so far? Ufff…read it with rhythm naa. Please…Huh! Huhhh! Huhhhhhhhhhh…
Yup…
Going to begin…
Lying down in rough concrete veranda with leg hanging above stairs, I kept on observing the beauty of moonless night. My eyes totally focused towards upside and probing the late night functioning of black silent sky. Few droplets of tear touched my ears by flowing sideway after initiating its uncertain journey from adjoining end of my eye lashes. Still eyes rolled enough to cover the major part of endless sky. Complimenting the situation with deteriorating emotional thoughts I pondered –
Why creator regularly covers the bright blue colour of sky with black velvety blanket? Immediate result of which is to bring darkness. Yeah! I know people usually depict it as night.
My empirical analysis intimate that night accelerates our emotive force. Being a night prowler, must say it’s a best time to scan our thoughts and actions completely. Central thrust of such self scanning help us to disinfect persisting viruses effectively. As a result, my endeavour for scanning commenced. It kept on checking for viruses in all possible drives of my thinking dimension.
Thereafter, shift took place in realm of thinking when I thought that why rule of nature is so certain and perfect in its implementation also. Why each of its design is incredible? Who is the mastermind behind such accurate decoration? Ruminating in range of such questions, my eyes stuck at one star. It shined like costly diamond which seemed similar to the one fixed in my sister’s ear ring.
After sometime, I adopted transition in my focus, surged my eye towards other many stars also. There were myriad of stars emblazoning with dim sparkling shine. Size varied but each of it carried sharp glow. Believe me, silver shiny contrast over dark background deepened the sobriety of neat gloomy sky.
Suddenly, unnecessary vibration occurred in my mindset because of which many thoughts overlapped at the same time. Stars, my parents, friends, dust, night et cetera intruded simultaneously which made me really uncomfortable. I closed my eyes in fear; allowing sweat to emerge from divergent part of my body.
Moreover, unworried about me, night kept on getting dark with its radical certainty. Under which quantum of devastating feelings consistently kept on soaring inside my heart. Now, whole vicinity around my eyes became wet and nose also emanated unneeded stock of dirty fluids. I didn’t want to cry, so tried hard to enclose my lips but some other mooning sound came out which made the ambience unhealthy.
Very low from heart, which I ignored to accept. Patiently, tried enough to adhere with some vulnerable pain inside. Suddenly, impulsive thought made me worry that one day I will die and everything will collapse smoothly. Impact of such demise may bring out temporary horrendous consequences for some but the world will continue to flourish with its certain and unchangeable rules.
Hey, some people say that death is a tragedy for living beings. Although, other speak that melody of life continues even after death in some other format. Few force us to believe in myth that after death people become stars. Mystery about death is not perfectly trustworthy. Still, if said proposition is true than my special mate, who became eligible to enter in different world might be present amongst the caboodle of such splendid stars.
So with company of tears imbued with glum of stygian I kept on searching my star. Ufff…
Never ever my mind can get rigid, so my thought process jumped to some other mechanical stratum. How foolish I can be? Searching life in stars, which according to my intellectual perception only knows how to blink?
Stars were too far from me but still I raised my hands up to capture it. Completely awkward posture, where stupidity seems apparent, but my hands flirted with my intellect to chase the impossible.
Obviously, I was sad and thinking really bad. Even I thought to leave everything around me and run hard where destiny takes me off towards new adventure. Just became obsessed with non changing hardships of my life.
Furthermore, unaware of such detouring thoughts my body posture became stagnant as sculpture. Really, I was unable to comprehend the demand of my hands which were waiting to grab some intangible things in the air. Suddenly, some beam of light in such darkness lit my hand like a tube-light. Both of my hands got covered with border of amazing silver ray; which stunned all my senses. I kept on gazing it lovingly by changing my head position in semi-circle direction. Don’t know why thereafter I stopped thinking crap and became happy. Thankfully, due to which all negative thoughts got terminated.
Salubrious smile accrued and inadvertently I started chewing the lower part of my lips. Blinked one eye pointing towards sky; where hope for good again enlivened in my heart. Allegations made by my father and special friend expunged from my mind; giving me a sigh of expedient relief.
Clean chit given from the appropriate authority was enough to console me of my stand. It relaxed me enormously. With cushy shake in veranda I sang my favourite song and wiped out my tears.
Returned to my bed and slept unconsciously. Stupid revelation is over but I continued missing someone…
