The first lesson I learnt after joining Sri Siddha Sanmarga
is discipline. Previously, it was missing badly in my life.
I remember the first meeting with Guruji and after participating
in few meditation, thought “what’s this?”
It was THE surprise of my life.
Mesmerizing, it was.
I had only heard about the word meditation and knew nothing
about it before attending the meditation workshop of Sri Siddha Sanmarga. After
attending two days of workshop, felt life before was in so much darkness.
For me that two day workshop was shocker. Huh! I never knew
that there existed so much knowledge and secret behind our existence.
Previously, I was imbued with so much ego and pride of my
artificial journey. But, now, slowly the workshops of Sri Siddha Sanmarga and
teachings of Guruji has transformed me extremely.
All unwanted stuffs beneath the outer shell of my body got
repaired and cleaned through the divine blessing and healing of my beloved
Guruji.
The overall experience is beyond my comprehension but it had
deepen me and brought so many changes in various aspect of my life.
It improved immensely the way I approached life before. I
got clarity towards purpose of life. I started using wisdom more rather than
reacting to situations formed around me.
Nowadays, I tend to wait surreptitiously for an opportunity
to close my eyes to dive into meditative state and get lost in silence to
experience bliss. It is the most glorious state one can hold on to; temporarily away from murmuring of the world surrounding us.
However, it is slightly painful at times to come out of that
state and open your eyes to face the world again. Although, feeling refreshed
and revived with peace and as soon as mind gets active again, I immediately hope
to get next opportunity to get lost in that silent state again to feel “I am”
or our existence, as it is. Free from all restrictions.
