Ufffff...9th September

The day of 9th september 2005 is divulged as a day imbued with an inadvertent fuss and frustration. I initiated a day with an unexpected belief...ohhhhhhhhhh...sandeep Agrawal woke up at 06:20 a.m. and adhering with an inherent morning basic formalities to go in a morning bus. Another unexpected thing...ohhhhhhhhh...my both brothers sudeep and nikhil went for jogging before a morning dawn. It was unbelievable, as they had an ever exhaustable consistent plan to go for a run...that too at morning time. A day initiated with an unexpected cheer, so I seered it as a good one for me . Today, it was a relief and I took my time to dress up. Subsequently, came out of my flat with a lots of energy and enthusiasm. Huh! my colleagues will think it a joke but I came in a morning bus and had a breakfast at college mess after a week or so. I was expecting a lot from a day. It was like a dream come true for me as I always ponder in my kitchen bedroom about the significance of a discipline in the life. Every night I make a new innovative plan for my future but circumstances coerce me to infringe it. I ruminate about my future but inevitably my sleep defeats my will and gigantic plans for future. Although, one of my dream was to wake up at 05:30 a.m. and go for jogging but today... 'it is better to have something than nothing.' Therefore, a radical thrust of my fuzzy explanation is 'I was quite satisfied to face an unexpected dawn of my life.'

Now, I had a nice small journey in a college bus towards my known destiny and I got an opportunity (after a long break) to say a good morning to all of my friends...that too...before the lectures. My itinerary of the day initiated with an inadvertent fascination and seems to be that it would surge in a same way. So, with a positive frame of mind to attend all the academic lectures, I started well with my first lecture, which was imbued with an astonishing flair and concentration. I thought that a particular feeling would perpetuate for all other lectures also. Unfortunately, we only had our first lecture and our university authorities freed us from other lectures. It was an another instance which may give rise to future antagonism against this unique national law university. I don't want to denigrate our college authorities further because they are not the only culprit. All students and faculties by their combined efforts, derogating themselves from their basic duties to pursue their self-interest. We the students, always want to accompalish our sole academic interest and when we perform any hostilities against the decisions of any authorities, individual interest becomes apparent. We need some more Rachit, Roy, Debu, Adarsh, Kunal, Neil, Rahul, Vinayak and many more who atleast make an honest attempt to achieve an effective resolution. This might be a bias, non-coherent and pompous observation, according to many other individuals...but for me, its other way round. Although, a transparent joint effort is needed to surmount all these predicaments prevailing within a vicinity of our institution.

Consequently, I was just having fun in a campus with some of my other friends. To be harsh, I was wasting my parent's money in such a "Bhagwan Bharose" professional institution. I had wasted lots of money and time today in a college. There was no Internet connection, an electricity problem and at the same time some stupid cultural auditions. Uff! I wanna go home to have...atleast a good lunch. So, I came out of the class and my steps faced an impediment in a common baranda; when I saw some news heading about a little-master Sachin Tendulkar. I was in my way to read that article, at the same time I heard Mr. Uday Shanker(one of our youngest faculty) ranting at a public to go and read in a library. He said...go...go...go...disperse...Hey! Why are you standing here?...go and read in a library. I left that article there only and scudded to reveal a particular matter. I heard a noise from a caboodle that...Arey! jhagda ho gaya...I was standing there and probing a situation. Instantly, I saw one of my friend walking stylishly and aggressively, like any Dj going towards a gate. At that time, I divulged that there was a fight between two of my good friends. I went there and tried to put a halt in his psycho act and succeeded there on. A battle was between Mr. Shivender Tyagi(a powerful impulsive personality) and Mr. Shreyas Thakur(a man with a golden heart, he is my DJ Bats). The crux matter of a fight was using a high node in a normal conversation. In my opinion, matter was something different. Tyagi's mood was not good due to some petty politics felicitating in our academic activities. He is a nice person having lots of good qualities but I should tell u that he is really an impulsive personality, his acts sometime results in ghastly, fiendish and gruesome manner for others. He had a serious fight with more than 60% of a male strength in our batch. Now, time to mention, he was quite and haven't indulged in any fight for a past year or so. It was due to frequent warnings and some effective recommendations given by his friends. So, I should say 'A tiger roared after a year' to satisfy his fuzzy but inevitable ravenousness. This time he gave a fatal blow to DJ Bats. We somehow took control of a circumstance and surmised a significant ingredient of a fight. The sole object was to prevent both of them from vulnerable repercussions. We adopted an alternate dispute resolution mechanism to demise a particular problem. Now, we can seer a light of tranquility and harmony in our group...By God! I was really satisfied and happy for both of my friends. One recommendation to Mr. Tyagi, You have a power and You should utilize it for fighting for your right, that too "when you are right".

I felt elated to ponder about a day, a day with lots of unexpected events. If I will probe different hues of the day, I have to waste lots of time and energy for an unprofitable task. Therefore, no unnecessary twitchy pressure to my sober mind and I was looking forward for an already planned evening. I booked a tickets for a movie known as Salaam Namaste. Thereafter, We 15 HNLU'ites scudded to theatre, having considerable thirst for a pleasure and excitement. We expected a lot from the movie. Now, time to mention, if we will search in the hindi filmi anthropological data, there is nothing like 'live in' relationship. An emergence of a new innovative concept had shaken the delicate teenage consciousness. In my opinion, very brilliant message through a film; live in relationship, it will depart our traditional society to appreciate some pragmatic truth. A visual treasure and pleasure, intoto a good movie. I had an emotional attachment towards this movie, as I believe in present and have no expectation from anyone for anything in future. Therefore, I do any act because I like it at that particular time...that's me.

Hey, from a local movie hall to a home and than to a hostel. It was quite stuffy but all the things were unexpected. I met with a various intangible qualities in my chore as pleasure, frustration, excitement, emotion etc. Thereafter, me and my kitchen bedroom and my plans...Uhh! I evaluated a sole day and said "Anth bhala to sab bhala".